TODAY!!

Today, in general is a GREAT DAY!!! Although today is an amazing day, I've still got worries in my head. I feel heavy when I think of it, and it makes me depressed, so I try not to think about it. Anyway, first off, about TODAY. So today I had to wear a shirt, a skirt, and a tie (I didn't actually wear my tie for long haha) because of a 'tradition' of the girls basketball team where we wear formal stuff on the day we have a game. So yeah it was kind of embarrassing being the only people to wear formal stuff with everyone staring. But oh well. Then at lunch, we bombarded a friend of ours because it was her birthday. It was actually pretty amazing. We made a fake cake out of shaving cream and smashed it onto her. Then we each had an individual plate of shaving cream and rubbed it on her. It was really fun, until she started attacking us too. So in the end, we've all got shaving cream on us.Then we made her wear this really sexy dress and super high high-heels. It was really fun. Then the rest of the day wasn't as fun until school ended. By the way, our team chant for the yellow team isn't very good, to be hones. Our chant includes a heck lot of 'gobbles'. And you know what else makes gobbling sounds? Turkeys. So anyway after school, we went to our basketball game. It's my first ever game, so I was really nervous. I'm SO glad and happy because I was put in the starting five, but only because one of the members weren't there. Still. It's an achievement because atleast our coach chose me yayyy. I thought the game was quite good, though we lost. We showed great improvements though. I'm so glad. When I got home, I crashed onto the sofa and started sleeping. So yeah, now after thinking about today's awesomeness, I'm now dragged back to reality. Sometimes I hate reality. But who doesn't? But still, today in World History class we learned about 'gratitude'. I'm not saying that I'm feeling 'ingratitude'. I'm saying that I don't like thinking about what's coming this weeked. So anyway this weekend we have our SAT test. This score goes on my official record, I think. So like the future people looking at my college app can see it. I'm in really big pressure now, I could cry any moment.Sometimes I feel like people expect a lot out of me, and in truth, I'm not that good. I don't know why they think so much, because I'm really not that prepared and stuff. Then there's sports day. I don't want to disappoint my team. I want to win. I'm really stressed now. Like really, really stressed. I'm feeling sick, and tired, and I feel like really panicky. I'm trying to take my mind off it, but I know I have to face it anyway. I don't know what to do.