Ahhhh I need sleep or else I'll look ugly.

Yestserday, I had only four hours of sleep. FOUR HOURS. That's barely enough for me. So I slept on my way to school, and during homeroom. I managed not to fall asleep in class, which was a miracle in itself. So anyway, recently, I just got braces in. When I looked in the mirror, I realized how much I've changed. My face looked different. But I don't think its because of the braces. I think its just from everything. Sleepless nights, and late night homework and pressure has really affected how I look in person. There are black circles under my eyes, my skin tone is kind of weird, and even my hair looks ugly. I'm really annoyed because I won't get to sleep in on both this Saturday and Sunday, because of the SAT test and Sportsday. So I won't get a chance to get my livelier look back soon. I really hate how I look now. I think I look really ugly. This is all caused from the daily late-nights and exhaustions that have finallly caught up with my body. I hate this. I look so dead and not alive. Also, because of my braces, I can't really eat a lot, so this causes HUNGER. During PE and basketball practise, I get tired really easily now and that's really bad. I'm really annoyed. I need to sleep earlier. I'm actually really tired and it's only 10:42, but there are still things to do. Even if I do go to bed, I still won't be able to fall asleep. It's really irritating because everytime before I go to bed, my body's like, "need to get sleep now", but when I'm actually on my bed, my brain's like, "JUST KIDDING!" And I end up lying there for another half-hour or so. I remember a couple of months ago, I couldn't fall asleep for some reason. I don't know why but I just physically couldn't sleep. It's like my body is not the least bit tired. And it was like I was an insomniac, or had a sleeping disorder or something. I used to think that people that sleep in class are just plain ignorant and just bored. But now, I'm starting to feel the temptation of sleeping in class. But I can't, because that would be a bad thing to do and I would probably get in trouble. So now, I'm going to get to bed as soon as I can.